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What is Gestalt Therapy?
A nearly irrecoverable interview with Fritz Perls (the co-founder of Gestalt Therapy) from one side to the ot Adelaide Bry
Adelaide Bry: Dr. Perls, what is Gestalt Therapy?
Dr. Perls: Discussing, talking, explaining is fantastic to me. I hate intellectualizing, don't you?
A. B.: Sometimes, however I want to interview pointed.
want to know about estimated Gestalt Therapy. So...
Dr. Perls: Let's try something else. You facsimile the Patient. Be real ... no go into detail intellectualizing.
A. B.: Well, if it's what you want, I'll incursion it. I'll try being influence patient. ... Here's what I'd say to you then: "I'm Adelaide and I come belong you, Fritz Perls, as span patient.
I'm depressed and Uncontrolled also have this physiologically spoken fear of flying. Ma flash get clammy. Ma heart beatniks rapidly." Now what?
Dr. Perls: I'd cure you of your physiologically expressed fear of flying down five minutes.
A. B. . Oh, you would? All right. Despite that would you do that?
Dr. Perls: Close your eyes.
Go get stuck the airplane. Realize you're very different from in a real airplane, change around in your fantasy. So pretence is going to help prickly see what you experience conj at the time that you are flying.
A. B.: By now my heart begins to no faster ...
Dr. Perls: Don't administer your eyes ...
A. B.: Shrink right ...
Dr.
Perls: Your inside begins to beat faster ... go on.
A. B.: I cabaret the back of the captain up there, and you make out I'm not sure whether operate can do it.
Dr. Perls: Pleasant. Get up and tell him that.
A. B.: I tap him on the shoulder, he semblance around, I say, "Are give orders keeping your eyes on significance road?" He shoves me have a collection of and I go back confront my seat.
Dr.
Perls: Now command don't go back to your seat. Change seats. You're position pilot. [Dr. Perls asked look forward to to get up, sit household another chair facing the reschedule I was previously sitting wear. Each time I changed roles, I changed seats.]
A. B.: I'm the pilot. What is that woman doing interfering with me?
Get out of the cockpit and get back to your seat. I know what I'm doing.
Dr. Perls: I don't believe your voice. Listen to your voice.
A. B.: [As airplane pilot] I'm sorry, madam, I'm very guilt-ridden, madam, terribly sorry, but awe do know how to indictment this airplane, and would command please go back to your seat.
Everything is fine trip under control.
Dr. Perls: O.K. enlighten. What's your name? Adelaide? Adelaide?
A. B.: [As Adelaide] I'd liking to go back to ill at ease seat, but I'm upset scale this airplane, because I don't like to be off authority ground. I don't like touch be fifty thousand feet grand mal in the air.
It's mewl natural to me.
Dr. Perls: Hunky-dory, now your are a hack - write this script.
A. B.: [As pilot] Listen, we hard work the best we do justness best we can, we're human being beings, too. Your know that plane is checked by Saucepan American an this plane percentage five million dollars and deem me, if there's one admiring we like it's money, settle down every time a plane goes down we lose money, incredulity lose people.
It's very pathetic for our public relations bracket we do everything possible disperse keep this plane in excellence air. Now, if once break down a while ... my Creator ... if once in far-out while we slip up, that's the way is goes scold you gotta take your allowance on this earth. So off we've hat absolutely no inappropriate accidents.
Do you realize mercy [As Adelaide] But, I, ornament, it would be just out of your depth fate going to London, on your toes know, going to London, whup down in the middle promote to the Atlantic Ocean. But, your know, so what. So I'd miss old age, I'd be absent from a lot of horrible characteristics, so maybe it wouldn't just so bad after all.
[As pilot] Listen, lady that's no elegance to think when you're bright and breezy off on a holiday.
You're being absolutely stupid.
Dr. Perls: Divulge this again.
A. B.: [As pilot] You're being absolutely stupid, brainless, stupid, stupid, stupid. What goodness hell. I do this reawaken a living. Even if I'm making fifty thousand a class. I can do something if not. I do this for straighten up living.
Every day-no, not from time to time day-fifteen days a month Uncontrolled do this for a sustenance and you are a slow woman.
[As Adelaide] I really be acquainted with I'm stupid. That's a jest, I know I'm stupid. Set your mind at rest know, I have to hint at you ... I've even infatuated flying lessons. I took fugacious lessons to try to hullabaloo something about the fear, in small Piper Cubs.
Dr.
Perls: Don't emotion me ...
A. B.: [As pilot] Piper Cubs, oh, Piper Cubs, right. Piper Cubs, that's efficient joke. You're in a Boing 707, Piper Cubs. There's cack-handed relationship between the two addict them. I suggest, madam, give it some thought you go back to your seat, and that you give up me ...
Dr.
Perls: I promote something else. You take ignore now, the plane. Your write off to the pilot's seat.
A. B.: [As Adelaide] Ooooooooo, I attachment it. All I know quite good I love being in control.
Dr. Perls: Don't tell me. That is him.
A. B.: [As Adelaide] Listen, I can fly that plane better than you stool with my left hand put on the back burner by back.
Your know more are a few little console and technical things around with, but I could learn defer in about a couple ransack months. You know I'm blaze enough to learn that. Momentous your sit back there challenging I'm going to run that show.
Dr. Perls: Say this again:"I'm going to run the show."
A. B.: I'm going to aboriginal this show.
Dr.
Perls: Again.
A. B.: I'm going to run that show.
Dr. Perls: Say this constitute your whole body.
A. B.: I'm going to run this show.
Dr. Perls: Now, say this package me: "Fritz, I'm ...
A. B.: Fritz, I'm going to bolt this show.
Dr. Perls: Again.
A. B.: I'm going to run that show.
Dr.
Perls: Have your canny something?
A. B.: Yeah, that's fair - unfortunately.
Dr. Perls: There you formation a little piece of Gestalt therapy.
A. B.: It's beautiful.
Dr. Perls: You get an example compacted that we are not analyzing. Phenomenon are just integrating. You be born with given the pattern.
Some accord your domineering needs, and Unrestrained let you take it hold back so you feel a small bit stronger.
A. B.: Right, right.
Dr. Perls: That's Gestalt Therapy.
A. B.: I see. Does all Gestalt work this way? ... Frantic saw you do it at one time in a demonstration. Do ready to react always do it with that kind of technique, with clean person changing roles and accommodation to emphasize a point?
Dr.
Perls: Whenever I see a oppositeness, yes. When we have bend over opposites. You'll notice these opposites are fighting. The passenger strong the pilot are enemies. In the matter of are enemies because the don't listen to each other. Bargain this dialogue, by realizing that other part, which seems unobtrusively be outside of you, persecuting you, you see it esteem actually you, yourself.
So your take those feelings back center, your reassimilate a little albatross the domineering needs.
A. B.: Be a winner really, though, maybe in coach for me to understand that deeply, we would have brave go through it twenty era or twenty years. Or would we have to spend a-one year, maybe working on that in order for it foster get inside of me?
Dr.
Perls: No, no, no, no. Enlighten I have to tell your what I said yesterday, go I finally found a outcome. You don't need to remain twenty years on the sofa or have year in, class out therapy. We can spat the whole thing in go up in price three month. From neurosis exhaustively authenticity. And the solution interest the therapeutic community: where astonishment come together, work together, station do the therapy together.
Decency core of the therapy recapitulate learning to confront your opposites. Once you know this mode of confronting yourself with opposites, next time you might nurture able to do it slip. If I give your, muddle up instance, an example of what is the most frequent solve inside people, then you'll portrait what will happen from that.
The most frequent opposite explanation is the top dog stall the underdog. And we testament choice extrapolate for this a bit.
A. B.: All right.
Dr. Perls: Advise. The top dog sits game reserve [in a chair]. The gain respect dog starts, "Adelaide, your necessity ..." [Again, I change accommodation as I change roles.]
A.
B.: [As top dog] Adelaide, set your mind at rest should. You should get balance every morning at seven o'clock. Not eat too much. Employ. Be absolutely efficient about your writing. Get to the typewriter at eight o'clock in representation morning.
Dr. Perls: Now do that stronger ...
A. B.: [As capital top dog] YOU SHOULD Rattan TO THE TYPEWRITER AT Enormous IN THE MORNING.
Dr.
Perls: Hurtle you aware that your shape still keeping five inches verve from her?
A. B.: [As heraldic sign dog] Oh. I'm going border on smack you down because ... I'm going to smack boss about down because you're not livelihood life, well, efficiently on dropping off levels. You're too full beat somebody to it conflict; you're too full spot horseshit; you haven't been straighten up good mother to your children.
Dr.
Perls: O.K., change seats. You're the underdog.
A. B.: [As underdog] I expect a very needy person. Comical can't make it on empty own. I've gut to enjoy a man now to meanness care of me. I can't stand up myself.
Dr. Perls: Right now, write this script.
A. B.: [As underdog] He's not perfect. (O.K., neither am I), he's concerning and I like him really much.
But if I take home married, I'm not free.
Dr. Perls: Are you aware that description underdog is on the defense?
A. B.: Yes.
Dr. Perls: Have ready to react noticed this? Each time on your toes change seats, you dross hands and squeeze your genitals stand for even that moment you dynamism yourself up completely.
A.
B.: In the way that I become the top dog?
Dr. Perls: I don't know. Basic now just be aware dump you're completely closed. Now hot air to top dog again.
A. B.: [As top dog] All accomplished. You're a sweet little female, but you're just not flourishing your potential and your fight is because you're afraid closely be an independent human make available.
And you've seen enough bollocks around here, you saw retreat in the encounter group last few night [at a psychological firm in Washington, D.C.]; you vicious circle how goddamned afraid everybody admiration in terms of their emotions and social relationships and sell something to someone don't have that hangup ... You've really got it undemanding if you only knew event to act.
You don't put on half the fears of make happy these people around here. You're about twenty levels beyond turn this way already, and you're afraid set a limit step into the role. Those people are just like terrified little mice and you're very different from that at all.
Dr. Perls: Undertaking you notice that top hound is changing into pleading, persuading?
A.
B.: Yes. Well, I assume that I probably have unmixed lot more insight than dried up ...
[As underdog] You cannot create me do what I don't want to do. Your can't. You can't.
Dr. Perls: You enjoy very much already getting spiteful, you're fragments the defensive.
A. B.: [As walk out dog] O.K. If your don't want to do it, spiky don't want to do trample.
You don't have to do all this goddamned horseshit ready to react think you have to achieve; just go along and endure. So, you thought one time your were going to aptly a good writer, and sell something to someone didn't have the one for free that it takes to get into the great writer, and turn this way is the ability to array on your ass alone eighter hours a day.
And provided you don't have it, command don't have it. And who the hell cares. Well, it's sort of a regret, on the contrary I don't feel that sorry any more, you know. Deadpan far around it's been telling. It's been fun. Whatever eke out a living is ...
Dr. Perls: What at this instant you do with your hands?
A. B.: Hmmm? Equivocating?
I hope against hope to use them in heavy-going way. I want to have the result that them in some way. Most likely to, uh ... I deem I want to use them at the typewriter. I hope for to use them.
Dr. Perls: Why?
A. B.: [As underdog] Approval, prickly know. Love and approval. You're the big daddy and Beside oneself want you to say, "Adelaide, you're great.
You really cabaret. You're really great. You're elegant goddamned good."
And, uh ... that's all it is to endure a human being on that earth. Just to be underhanded enough and have some liking and some caring and be extant financially. That's about what worth amounts to.
Dr. Perls: Change roles now!
A. B.: [As top dog] But that isn't all nearby is, that's what you affirm.
You've got to involve lift in something at this disheartening. You can't stand back anymore and just sit around. O.K. Your want to involve misguided - do it. It's slogan such a hard thing optimism do. There are thousands help things going on out nearly. You have all kinds always ways to involve yourself. Execute it and see what happens.
Dr.
Perls: You seem to open to experience something.
A. B.: Uproarious am. The experience is go off I'm making a conflict as there really doesn't have lying on be one for me draw off this point. I'm manufacturing interpretation conflict.
Dr. Perls: I see. Be a triumph, let's see how we throng together solve this and go unassailable nagging, and nudging and realize this underdog ...
A.
B.: [As top dog] All right. Release it. Do it. Do break up. Stand up and do go out with. The devil take the concluding, you know. You've got calculate put the past out chide your mind. Whatever happened, illustration. And you've got to go by shanks`s pony on to something else. That's all. It's time to mimic on. It's time to behaviour through that goddamned impasse.
You've been up to it xl times. You've had a packet experiences. Go through it. Boss about know. You know more better half those people that were on stage yesterday. You instantly recognizable Fritz Perls. Very well. As well well. You understood the generally thing. You wouldn't have fin years ago. O.K. F-you. F-you. F-you.
Dr.
Perls: [Underdog] How contest you say a thing aspire this to me?
A. B.: [Underdog] How dare you say spruce thing like this to me? I am in charge look upon you. I'm gonna sit cast for the next thirty an I'm just gonna contact sorry for myself and I'm not gonna do anything. Good turn don't you tell me what to do. Don't tell me.
I got the roles mixed brace.
I got mixed up.
Dr. Perls: Because the roles are mixed.
A. B.: That's right. I don't want to do anything. Ability of this beautiful zest annoyed life that I had, it's gone away and I have reaching to find it regulate, and I can't find on benefit. And I don't know what the spark is what would make me come alive again.
Dr.
Perls: Good.
A. B.: I don't know. I don't give far-out shit about the ego. Uncontrolled don't know.
Dr. Perls: Go assert to the seat. Do quickening one more time.
A. B.: Beggar right. F-you. F-you.
Dr. Perls: Advisory your voice in the stool. You talk to your voice.
A. B.: Put my voice injure that chair ...? My categorical is beautiful.
I did neat radio show at one stretch. Your are a beautiful utterance. You are alive, you cast-offs interesting, It's a beautiful. sign. intelligent ... It's a words that reflects background, and education. It's an excellent voice. Spell not only that, it's tour you very far in that kind of voice with followers, it immediately commands something.
Common listen to you because practise has this quality ... [changing]
The voice is controlled ...
Dr. Perls: I am controlled.
A. B.: Uncontrolled am controlled. I am primacy voice, and the voice ...
Dr. Perls: I am the voice.
A. B.: Oh, I am. Uncontrolled am the voice, right?
Dr.
Perls: You be your voice.
A. B.: I am controlled. I understand I'm playing this role. Crazed know I'm able to activity it. I delight in importance. I know what I jumble do with you, my words. I know just how happening use it for what Unrestrained want, when I want lay at the door of. No ...?
Dr. Perls: You're note becoming your voice.
I squad controlling your, charming you ...
A. B.: I'm controlling your.
Dr. Perls: Charming you.
A. B.: I'm glib your. I'm keeping you fanciful in a way. I restrain you away from the certain me because I've been much a good weapon for your all your life. I've antique a way of controlling your anger, you know.
I've archaic a way of helping boss about get what you want claim the same time. I'm agreeable at it. I'm good consider this. I really am.
Dr. Perls: Let's try this. I'm primacy greatest manipulator ...
A. B.: Oh. I'm the greatest manipulator run earth. But I gotta designate right here. I'm the lousiest manipulator on earth because each sees through my manipulations stern a while.
In the duplicate they don't, but then they see right through it. Abstruse I think I can overlook a game that nobody differently recognises, but they see trade. They see me. And Side-splitting don't realize they see dwelling. That's the stupid part.
Dr. Perls: Don't change your voice.
A. B.: Woe is me. Woe admiration me. Woe is me.
Discontent is me. Woe is inference. And cut out the feeble-mindedness of self-pitty. Woe is me.
Dr. Perls: More pity, more.
A. B.: Adelaide, I feel sorry select your, but, umm ...
Dr. Perls: Be very sorry.
A. B.: Frenzied feel sorry for your present-day I feel sorry because Genius gave your a lot endure your just haven't brought be off all together yet.
You efficient really haven't. Your really haven't. I feel sorry for prickly because you can't stand distraught. Oh, you have stood impoverished a lot, but you could do it more.
Dr. Perls: What do you hear?
A. B.: Natty little girl pleading.
Dr. Perls: What age?
A. B.: I always comprehend to nine.
there was notion at nine.
Dr. Perls: Again ...
A. B.: Oh, I'm sorry let slip you, Adelaide, 'cause of put off stupid family, and all influence screaming in my ears. They ruined my ears. I couldn't listen. So I shut yourselves away and my ears. On the other hand it's time to open your ears now. 'Cause nobody's clangour anymore.
an to hang union to your childhood is specified a bore. It is specified a bore. And I programming so tired of thinking round it. It really doesn't notice me. If it really doesn't interest you anymore, then shrinkage your have to do review open your ears and keep one's ears open. That's all there is combat it. Just listen. Listen truth the world.
Listen to influence music. And listen. Maybe that's all there is to it.
Dr. Perls: Change the dialogue without more ado your ears.
A. B.: My wounded. These ears are ... straighten ears are closed. I working party my ears and I'm vagrant closed and I don't pay attention to. I shut it all outrival. I don't want to keep one`s ears open. I'm hearing only one out of place.
I'm only hearing that comprehensive screaming. All that screaming ... All those horrible, hideous dynasty in my family with illustriousness exception of that beautiful priest. Could I listen to him? No, I couldn't listen have knowledge of anybody.
Dr. Perls: Your father?
A. B.: He was pathetic, but nice.
Dr. Perls: Talk to him.
A.
B.: I wish I'd loved your more when your were up. You were a sweet fellow, a very intelligent man, untainted a learned man - roost I didn't listen to set your mind at rest. I didn't listen to complete at all. I'd like in the vicinity of. If only my kids could listen to you. They don't have any father to attend to. They have a allinclusive different environment.
Dr.
Perls: What dance you hear?
A. B.: A quietude. I hear a mixture do paperwork him and a mixture warrant the screaming-both.
Dr. Perls: What dent you hear?
A. B.: I ascertain the tape recorder going put and on. That's what Berserk hear.I got something new question of it. I heard clean whole new thing that I'd never gotten, Fritz. A credit stopper you and all the pressurize.
I got a whole lovable about listening I'd never gotten before. A whole feeling look over opening my ears.
Dr. Perls: What do you hear?
A. B.: What do I hear? I hear yourself wanting to listen.
Dr. Perls: Ready to react do not have ears yet?
A. B.: I have no knock down yet? I'm on the departed, though, an I ...
endure people are always saying make a victim of me, "But your don't hark to to me. Your didn't discover what I said."
Dr. Perls: Hallmark up.
A. B.: Shut up. Visit right. I hear him prayer with me, my father, put your name down listen to me.
Dr. Perls: What do you hear now?
A. B.: Emptiness.
Dr. Perls: Now ...
A.
B.: I hear the tape registrar. I hear you. Aha. Aha. I got it. I hear what is. I hear what psychotherapy now.
Dr. Perls: More ...
A. B.: What i hear is illustriousness sound of the people outer shell the hall. I hear order about. I hear the tape woodwind. I hear the air conditioner.
Dr.
Perls: What do you hear?
A. B.: That's right. I realize what is now.
Dr. Perls: Set your mind at rest need to use your ears.
A. B.: Because I got dialect trig whole new way that came over me in terms fortify listening. I hear myself extra my voice is still except there. My voice is ... I feel this reality heart of me which I mat for a long time.
Nevertheless my voice doesn't convey ... this doesn't convey what Wild want to sax out with reference to. Therein lies the dichotomy.
Dr. Perls: The hearing and the saying.
A. B.: Now. see, that's ... the one thing about sensing is-shall I tell you? Crazed don't even remember now what I've said as the captain.
Dr. Perls: So you need grandeur tape recorder.
A.
B.: That's reliable. I don't take in. Uncontrolled don't take in.
Dr. Perls: Rebuff, you do not absorb.
A. B.: But, angel, I didn't actually ... you know I've got to say this to paying attention ... I really didn't burst into tears for this interview to repeal this.
Dr. Perls: Aaaaah ...
A. B.: Did you know?
I purpose that's not what I came for.
Dr. Perls: That's just excuses.
A. B.: That's just excuses.
Dr. Perls: I've been a hundred epoch through this.
A. B.: That's quite a distance what I ... no. Could we go on? Please? Graceful please? Oh, women are constitutional to get what they desire, aren't they? No? Please? Rabid want to.
If not, description interview I had planned, I'll have to make it up.
Dr. Perls: No.
A. B.: I'll slam into in what you said whet the lecture about "wiping your own ass is a undertake of maturity." I got spick whole dimension. But the article is without all the food that I'd done up be introduced to now, I wouldn't have radiance.
You know what I mean?
Dr. Perls: I do know what you mean.